Thursday, November 11, 2021

1 Down, 1 to Go

Well I got this one fixed... and man was it a pain in my last... 




But this one is giving me fits now. I tried and tried to get it finished, but 3 hours later on ONE block, I finally threw in the towel.  I quit.  I will try again another day.   
Some days aren't worth bothering.

  




This was one of those days.  Gonna rock it next time though.  After I rest.  Lol... 
Brains broken.
Life Goes On.


Tuesday, November 9, 2021

Inola UMW Stitchers

We are sewing a scrappy quilt, making it as a quilt as you go so we don't have to quilt it later.  It has been a lot of fun, and pretty darned easy, too!



We were hanging it on the wall, but are planning a design board, made with insulation panels and covered with batting for the wall.  Hopefully it will come soon.



This is Georgia.  She is making one of the blocks, but... 




She kinda pinned the sewing machine cord into the block!  We sure had a good laugh over that.  Lol... 


 
Most of the ladies of the Inola UMW Stitchers are new stitchers.  I am enjoying showing them new things and we all plan the next project and carry it out.  It has been so nice to fit in with a sewing group of ladies.  I love them all.  We bring lunch and sew, laugh and make projects to help other people.


Sunday, November 7, 2021

One Month Later

1 month later, this is what my face looks like.  I have deep divets along the cheekbone.  My eye socket has dense swelling under the eye, but I am much better.


 I am having thinking problems, worse than normal.  Apparently, I have had a few small seizures as well.  Brain injury the Dr says.  It definitely shook my brain - I felt it.  I am fine, just trying to keep on swimmin'.  Some days it is upstream - lately there are more up streams than down streams though.  I am also punished from driving for a bit.  I hope it all gets better soon.  Depression sucks, and this has definitely tossed me right in the deep end.

I have an MRI in a week to see what is going on in my spine. I pray just a shadow.


Steve and I are going to go on a bike ride with friends to Arkansas Tuesday and Wednesday.  I get 'topped up' with antibodies (IgIV) tomorrow, then we leave Tuesday.  I hope it is a great ride.  I am looking forward to it.  I am glad we finally found some good riding buddies - and some good friends.  We all seem to have a lot in common.

I love taking pics of the shadows when we are riding.  Crazy huh?



We went to an old engine show, but got lost at a car show on the way.  Lol... they were a mile apart, this was the first one, then we went on to the second one.  How is this for lime green?  I like the Mustang behind it.  



I think I need to make these.  What do you think?  I love them.  Looking for tires now.  Lol... 


 
A neighbor found headstones on her property.  Apparently, the previous people took a bulldozer and dozed them into the creek.  How sad is that?  I am researching the names on the headstones.  I will post about that later - but it makes my heartsick that someone would actually bulldoze headstones. How awful.  I hope to 'meet' the family and help resurrect their stories.  The latest headstone she found was 1903.  Stay tuned.

Tuesday, November 2, 2021

First Fire and Soup

The wind outside is frightful
But the soup below was awesome


Leftovers.  All put together to make soup.  Smidgens of this and that.  
Always comes out delicious.

The fire inside was delightful,
Warm and cozy.


Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!!
Tell me you aren’t singing… 😂

Looking forward to winter now, even though I freeze my butt off.  Best part about living here is I get to see snow more than once every 10 years… and no hurricanes.

Today was my sister’s birthday.  She is 55 years young. We are close, probably because we live near one another, but it is nice.  Sis and I talk nearly every day.  If anyone ever needed to know where I was years ago, they called my mom.  Now, just call my sis - she will know.  She will be the only one but Steve.  Well, my kids can check the “creepy mom Google map” but they don’t.  Sis doesn’t have to check the ap - we have planned our day together.  😊

Went to the school in Claremore today and made 3 meal packs for 154 children to take home.  I had a great time doing it.  I went with OHCE and I think we ALL had a great time.  Love doing things like that… feeding kids.


More medical sh!!, but not tonight.
Night all.  ❤️

 

Monday, November 1, 2021

My Sewing and Craft Supply

I do have a lot, but I share.  I have collected for many years and had many kids to keep busy - so we did a lot of arts.  I am not a store shopper (never had the money, so it was thrift stores and garage sales - and I wouldn’t pay top dollar when people are always nearly giving it away for pennies on the dollar).  I have always been thrifty and crafty.  I always share my skills and supplies with different volunteer organizations.  If anything needs to get bought, they purchase it, but I use what I have to dwindle mine down.  













Right now, OHCE and The Methodist Church are my groups.  We are making scrap quilts to donate at the church, just finished making all of the Veterans at the church lap quilts.  We also do so much with OHCE.  We made and donated privacy covers to emergency responders, breast cancer pillows, holiday treat bags, notecards to put on inpatient trays, and shoeboxes to soldiers.  OHCE does more than you could imagine.  We are feeding the children’s tummies on Tuesday.

I donated a quilt that sold for over $950 in raffle tickets - all that money goes to scholarships.  Sharon had fabric for that quilt that I needed (didn’t buy) so she shared some with me and I with her.  She made the same quilt, different colors.  

I don’t have to have a dedicated place for my loot to go to because all of us just grab and make.  If Karen doesn’t have the thread I do and it works both ways, that way we share our wealth with the community.

I am a collector, but I am a much bigger giver.  And I am blessed with people that donate to my loot so we keep on keepin’ on.  I love people and I love making smiles.

But, my friend Kidsmom?  Yeah, she has a 54’ (?) trailer chock full of the same things that I have and more.  If I don’t have it she does - and she readily shares like I do.  She even buys used sewing machines for cheap, cleans and repairs just to give them away.  

God has kept me here for something and I like to think it is for everything I try to do to make a difference in our world.  Just me sharing and lovin’ life in our neck of woods…

This is what makes me happy.  Not gonna feel guilty. Love me or not.  I am who I am.

 And anyway I don’t have half the tools my hubby does!  😂

Sunday, October 31, 2021

Cold and Windy Trip



These two!  Punkin and papa.  ❤️


Papa and Raelee wanted to go on a ride.  It was very cold and windy, but Punkin was willing to give it a shot.  They planned to go 20 miles to Claremore, eat breakfast and come home.




They made it 7 miles.  When she turned north at the corner a half mile from us, she immediately decided she was going 7 miles to eat and back home.

Cute read nose after a very short ride!  😂


 

Thursday, October 28, 2021

Do you see the problem?


 I have diligently been working on this wall hanging.  I keep saying my brain is broken.  This is proof.  Do you see my mistake?  😳 

So I have to try to piece part it, or take out 3 rows.  Wish me luck.

I went to my Dr today.  I am hurting from head to toe worse than normal, with a continuous awful headache.  I always hurt, but this is a major scale worse.  I was driving a few days ago, and, I have no idea how it happened, but I was driving, then suddenly in a ditch, trying to keep the truck from turning over.  I have no idea what happened.  I have never even had a wreck!  Cattle were all that were present.  Yesterday, again, country roads, I suddenly find myself in the dead center of the road!  Ya’ll, I am not looking down or messing with anything.  I am just suddenly where I shouldn’t be.

So I tell my Dr this, show him my CAT scan results that were taken when I fell.  I tell him my sinus Dr is fighting with my insurance company about my sinus surgery, and how much worse my pain is.  I told him I wanted to go to a chiropractor, I figure everything is out of place since I fell, but wanted his blessing.

He immediately said “absolutely not!”  Looking at the CAT scan he said it is possible that I may have an artery aneurysm - or a cancer in the bone.  *gulp*  I guess and aneurysm is an eroding vessel, which is what the radiologist stated on the results.

Whatever it is is about a quarter of an inch.  Tiny, right?  Anyway Dr said we don’t want a chiropractor touching me until we know for sure what is going on.  Oh, whatever it is is between C2/C3 in my neck.  

He felt my eye socket and it is still very swollen and dense.  My eyesight should return to normal once the swelling goes down, but at a month out, he thinks there could have been a fracture in there.

He thinks my brain was ‘shook’ badly and bruised when I fell.  Trust me, it probably was.  I swear I felt it slam against my skull - which he said could possibly be causing horrible headache and possibly small seizures, hence the driving problems.  I am now punished from driving until my brain heals.  I am not upset, I was genuinely scared anyway.

Dr also said that the fall put me into a major Lupus/Sjogren's flare, which combined with everything out of place, is causing my terrible headache and pain.

He is allowing me to take steroids to conquer the flares even though I am not supposed to have them.  He is giving me Celebrex to try to get the inflammation down.  I have my MRI for my neck (with contrast) on November 3 to determine what, if anything, is going on there.  I don’t claim it, so it will be fine.

So that is where I am.  Tired, hurting, frightened, and praying a lot.  And definitely not thinking clearly.  Back to my triangles.  😂

I met my sister after my Drs appointment to visit.  I love that we are close.  I shared all the details, whined a bit, ate ice cream and hugged her.  ❤️

More “now you know” in my life.

God said He won’t give us more than we can handle…